So, This Is How It Is!

Today I am once again sitting in the library, this last week though has been one of a kind, and it would be sweet if i never had to live through another like it. But its so interesting to me to even see how God has been showing me whats going on in the midst of me being completely confused. I have no freakin' idea what the future holds and my answer when people ask is usually a shrug of the shoulders and some random noise. Last week, well... last week was no different, but i am beginning to see why its so important that i trust God. Not to say that i just realized the importance of Trusting God, but more that I re-realized the sever consequences of not trusting Him. During this time, where i know "absolutely nothing about anything" i know that if i hadn't been trusting that God knows what He is doing there would be no way I would have been Ok. I don't need to know whats going on all the time, its impossible to be all knowing, but trusting all the time that someone who is all knowing does know, thats comforting and makes things alright for me.